Hello !
So tonight I will be knitting again :) and watching modern family. I LOVE that show! it is the perfect sitcom and always funny, the writer's are geniuses :)
Today was easier, and I even got a text from him saying I will always have a place in his heart and he will always care for me, that was nice. He also said he really wanted to catch up in the near future. I was so happy to get his text especially after he said we needed a 2 month no text time lol and I was the one who broke up with him? confusing. Anyways it made me happy at the time.
keep on creating! no one can take this away from you :):)
Lisa
xo
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Monday, January 3, 2011
It's hard to say goodbye...
Hey friends,
Today was a bit better with the whole break up. I went to work and thought of him a bit with the kids[work at a daycare], then at lunch thought of calling him, then after work thought about him again. Why is it that I am thinking about him more now than I did when we were together? It's a frustrating thing, this was one of the many reasons why we broke up, was that I didn't think about him much during the day and didn't feel like calling, seeing him etc... which made me feel like I wasn't giving the relationship my full attention. So that brings me to today, feeling like I missed him & wanted to talk to him..... sooo annoying these emotions. I never can trust them. I will have to remain strong and hope that they will pass and we can remain good friends. Because something did not work.
:(
Lisa
xo
Today was a bit better with the whole break up. I went to work and thought of him a bit with the kids[work at a daycare], then at lunch thought of calling him, then after work thought about him again. Why is it that I am thinking about him more now than I did when we were together? It's a frustrating thing, this was one of the many reasons why we broke up, was that I didn't think about him much during the day and didn't feel like calling, seeing him etc... which made me feel like I wasn't giving the relationship my full attention. So that brings me to today, feeling like I missed him & wanted to talk to him..... sooo annoying these emotions. I never can trust them. I will have to remain strong and hope that they will pass and we can remain good friends. Because something did not work.
:(
Lisa
xo
Sunday, January 2, 2011
Happy New Year!
Hi Everyone!
It is now 2011! I hope you all had an enjoyable New Years Eve with friends and family.
I was getting over a break up that night which kinda sucked. I stayed home with the parents and drank "girls night out wine" which was so good. I had broken up with my boyfriend the night before because there was just something not working between us [in my opinion]. But to make matters worse, he didn't feel the same way, he was happy in the relationship. Ultimately, I had to do what was best for me. But it has still been a struggle thinking of all the good times and memories but a lot of them were more towards the beginning of the relationship. The end was a struggle of figuring out my emotions. I lost that loving feeling by the end. *tear* but I think we'll be fine, he seems to be doing well and from the looks of his face book page, he is coping well. I am also glad he wanted to stay facebook friends, because I would never see him otherwise since we live farther away and no mutual friends. I haven't been knitting much because of it, I haven't had much motivation until today to actually get off my butt and get doing and accomplishing things.
Well I think today I'll tackle and finish the scarf and then set forth on a new project. I am still working on the book " The Friday Night Knitting Club" it is still excellent and very long, but I think I might be delaying it a bit because I like it so much ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR! and don't let fear hold you back :)
Lisa xo
[all photo cred to weheartit.com] :)
It is now 2011! I hope you all had an enjoyable New Years Eve with friends and family.
I was getting over a break up that night which kinda sucked. I stayed home with the parents and drank "girls night out wine" which was so good. I had broken up with my boyfriend the night before because there was just something not working between us [in my opinion]. But to make matters worse, he didn't feel the same way, he was happy in the relationship. Ultimately, I had to do what was best for me. But it has still been a struggle thinking of all the good times and memories but a lot of them were more towards the beginning of the relationship. The end was a struggle of figuring out my emotions. I lost that loving feeling by the end. *tear* but I think we'll be fine, he seems to be doing well and from the looks of his face book page, he is coping well. I am also glad he wanted to stay facebook friends, because I would never see him otherwise since we live farther away and no mutual friends. I haven't been knitting much because of it, I haven't had much motivation until today to actually get off my butt and get doing and accomplishing things.
Well I think today I'll tackle and finish the scarf and then set forth on a new project. I am still working on the book " The Friday Night Knitting Club" it is still excellent and very long, but I think I might be delaying it a bit because I like it so much ;)
HAPPY NEW YEAR! and don't let fear hold you back :)
Lisa xo
[all photo cred to weheartit.com] :)
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